Dec 18 2014

Update: Sad news!

Hi everyone, I’m sorry I haven’t been about for a while. Those that follow me on Twitter or Facebook will know the news already. Last Wednesday 10th December, my stepdad John Watkinson stopped fighting and passed away. The cause was the the link cancer spreading to other parts of his body. For the past week …

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Dec 07 2014


The past weeks events are taking their toll on me now, I’m feeling tired, deflated, run down, I have sniffles, Cold sores, I ache all over, my eyes feel hot as if they are burning up… It is safe to say I’m exhausted! Monday I was up most the night die to the paramedics being …

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Dec 03 2014


My feelings and mind is all over the shop right now. I’m so upset that we’ve been told it could be days and he’s been put on a ward to “be kept comfortable”. Then suddenly I’m incredibly angry that it’s him, why? Why him? Why not my wanker of a dad? Then I’m guilty for …

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Dec 03 2014

Hospital update!

I have a little update for those following the interests of somebody him in hospital. My mom went to visit yesterday and things have got worse, he didn’t know who my mom was, on numerous drips. In not sure if u posted it in the last one but the cancer is in the liver, abdomen …

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Dec 01 2014

Feeling useless!

I can’t shake this useless feeling, because I feel useless it makes me feel depressed. Work is worst, I always try and put on a smile and hide what’s happening at home but I’m close to some people and the second they hug me, I break down. There doesn’t appear to be any light at …

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Nov 25 2014

Hit by a train…

Today has progressively become worse and worse. Monday John, My Stepdad, was taken back into hospital, he’s had some scans on his back and stomach but we haven’t had any results yet. When I arrived at work yesterday morning an old colleague informed me that our boss from Italy has passed away. Today I’d the …

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Nov 23 2014

Why so serious?

Everyone knows you have one life, even if you believe in rebirth and reincarnation, if you die, your reborn, but your not you… Your a different person with a different life and a different personality. So, if we have one life that we live, why do we take it so serious? I talk to people …

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Nov 22 2014

Daily Prompt: Grateful and Guilty


Whether it’s a trashy TV show, extra-pulpy fiction, or nutrient-free candy, write a thank-you note to your guiltiest guilty pleasure! Dear Assassin’s Creed, I would like to thank you for your series of games over the last few years. They have taken away the frustration of everyday life, I can’t explain the feeling I get …

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